Sep 9, 2020 | Uncategorized
Side effect free day. Messages of support and love from close friends knit be together even more. I’m feeling well. Well. Closer to well than of recent days. I can’t write ‘tip-top’ because I am not. But I feel a damn sight better than...
Sep 8, 2020 | Uncategorized
I have a rattle in my chest and feel its bellow when I breathe in and out. I noticed it after I’d walked from my bedroom to my kitchen to put washing away. My ribs feel like someone is playing a xylophone on them, and that someone is blindfolded. There’s a...
Sep 4, 2020 | Uncategorized
I have never felt this good after chemo. Maybe close but honestly this is great. I do feel slightly odd but can’t really expand on that. But odd is better than sickly or worse. I do feel a little tired but I think that is coming more form my mind than my body. I...
Sep 2, 2020 | Uncategorized
Early morning followed an early night. Checked body for signs and clues to how I was feeling about approaching today. Yeah OK. Nor great. But OK. I can do this I tell myself – yes it is uncertain (you would think I’d be used to that by now), but yes I have...
Sep 1, 2020 | Uncategorized
The new term at college has landed, and I am mixed up about the way this makes me feel. Life isn’t normal for anyone right now, and college’s and school’s are developing their new normal’s. But getting cancer on top of a life of uncertainty...
Aug 30, 2020 | Uncategorized
You may be coming familiar with the excitement I feel when it is the last weekend before chemo. This is the weekend I am close to me and close to feeling like I can enjoy what makes me happy in life. I have hope on these few days, as I know I am going to feel Ok and I...
