Clumps of hair in my hands

Well that’ll teach me. I’ve been announcing the good news like a Town Crier…’OYEZ….I am well….OYEZ……I am well’…. Buzzing off my accomplishment I’m like Tigger rather than Eyeore. Then a clump of hair...

The cancer cell

I am in a tall slim box, stood up. I can see out. It’s made of steel bars and I’m gripping on to the contraption screaming for someone to let me out. Faceless tall figures drift around me but don’t see me. They’re just doing nothing except move...

Is chemo a super power?

Something very odd is happening. I feel well. Too well?? I’m back to me. Up with the lark, darting around the place, scuttling from one job to another. Busy, busy, busy and loving it. A full sunny day lies ahead of me as I look out of my kitchen french doors...

First post-chemo run

We only did 2.5 miles, but I felt every stride and bounce on the floor. I felt like I was running on clouds, floating in between each step. Invigorating. I did not think I would be able to run again this year. Aside from my husband’s company, I have my...

Best. Day. Ever. (Well since cancer)

I am on form. I am close to who I was pre-diagnosis – I’m busy – working – marking assignments – ironing bedding – cleaning out the freezer. Living the life me! I woke up shining and my day remained bright. Today I am in charge and...

I lost my cat

Today came and went – still feeling OK. It rained constantly today – the heavy thud of the drops could be heard all through the house. Quite comforting actually. I found a gap in it’s incessant work, and got to go for a short walk with my daughter....