A bloody big ask for a full on Mum

Up and down – symptoms here – symptoms not. Hot flushes ahoy – take temperature but it’s fine. Menopause? Tacky head – a blast of fire through my cheeks and a glaze of sweat on my forehead. I look like a Christmas ham! Wouldn’t it...

Chameleon Chemotherapy

The joys of chemotherapy. I wake up feeling fine. I’m not sick – I’m not hot – I can move freely again. As the day progresses my analytical mind starts to believe I’ve took one big 15 hour hit and now I’m going to be OK. I’ll...

** HALF WAY THERE **

You just know it is chemo day. Eyes open. Yep. Chemo today. I used to get that similar feeling on a Sunday. Know what I mean? It just feels like a certain day. And that has settled in with chemo day – every third Wednesday. I would know the smell and feel of the...

Another gift from my lovely neighbour

I head into the last weekend before chemo feeling a variety of feelings. SADNESS – My body is going to get another kicking and I’m not going to feel myself for a while ANGER – I can’t do anything to stop this. My treatment is a process and I...

Washing the wig

Cancer brings with it a list of ‘firsts’ for you to gleefully tick off as you go! Tonight on my list, I got to wash my wig for the first time. CHECK…. I procrastinated for about two hours. I wanted to but daren’t. Scared I’d damage it and...

Happy birthday to my wonderful husband

I have not written since last month – sounds a long time but it’s only a few days. So welcome August. I usually embrace this month as it means I have the summer off to be at home and see my family and friends. However, August – if you are listening...