Four days on from chemo

I woke up at 02:11 – lay there thinking about my life. The last I remember was 04:44….. I thought about where I wanted to be a year from now. All being well I will be well again. Next summer. Maybe earlier. It seems such a long way away but as I have got...
A Little More About Me…

A Little More About Me…

I am a 46-year-old English woman living in Wales. Born and bred in Blackpool, Lancashire – I still hold dear to my roots. I have been with my husband for 18 years and we got married in 2005. I have been blessed to have had such a strong relationship with him for the...

Pity Party

Here it comes – the ‘Why me?’ feeling. Great. Happy Saturday Heidi. I’ve had a sickly feeling throughout the night. Woke very early to much of the same. Ginger tea and toast, meds then back to sleep. It takes a few hours to get up. I’m...

Cancer and COVID

There is never a good time in anyone’s life to get cancer. I’m only now just able to say the word out loud properly. It’s such a soft, rounded, plump word, yet what it portrays is a vile, spiky, life-taking threat. I’m super sensitive to the...

Getting on with it……

The next morning…….. Lifting my eye mask, ear plugs pulled out, I scan my body then my mind. Did I sleep well? I don’t know. I can’t remember but I know I feel OK. Both body and mind appear aligned to one another. Both feel well and I let out a...

Netflix to Nausea in 1.3 seconds

It happened that quick. Netflix one second – fast sprint to the bathroom the next. 11/06/20 ~ 21:31 ~ “I officially declare the side effects open” NOW HERE FOLLOWS A HEALTH WARNING TO ALL OF YOU READING THIS BEFORE YOU CARRY ON READING THIS YOU...