IT’S CHRISTMAS!!

Well almost. I am just over two weeks on from my operation. I have written nothing since the night of my op. I have not wanted to. I have not wanted to sit and think and write about having cancer and having an operation to see if it is still present. I have been in...

OPERATION: Heidi

I feel a gentle nudge on my shoulder. It’s 6.14am. A nurse has woken me up for my obs. I had only got to sleep just after 3am. I was thinking through the night. Over and over – on loop – from the cannula going in, to the anesthetic, to be woken up,...