Self blame

I have never felt this good after chemo. Maybe close but honestly this is great. I do feel slightly odd but can’t really expand on that. But odd is better than sickly or worse. I do feel a little tired but I think that is coming more form my mind than my body. I...

Chemo#5 = 5 hours

Early morning followed an early night. Checked body for signs and clues to how I was feeling about approaching today. Yeah OK. Nor great. But OK. I can do this I tell myself – yes it is uncertain (you would think I’d be used to that by now), but yes I have...