Sep 22, 2020 | Uncategorized
I saw more clients today than I have done for a while. It’s the day before chemo – the day I am traditionally safe to push myself and work a little harder – this is the day I usually feel good and can mange being busy and productive. Got that wrong....
Sep 20, 2020 | Uncategorized
It is weekend#3. The time of the cycle where I can feel more myself and play ‘let’s pretend’ I am not having chemo on Wednesday. I love these few days – see previous posts – and although we have nothing major happening – the thought...
Sep 16, 2020 | Uncategorized
The stress in our house is beyond high. My husband and I are full of it. Stress is your body’s way of responding to any kind of demand or threat. When you sense danger—whether it’s real or imagined—the body’s defenses kick into high gear in a...
Sep 15, 2020 | Uncategorized
A splatter of small screens filled with human faces dance on the screen in front of me. There are 18 screens/faces, including mine. My Level 3 Certificate in Counselling Skills course is back. I catch a glimpse of my familiar features on one of these small screens, in...
Sep 14, 2020 | Uncategorized
I woke up crying. Wet cheeks to go along with my face which was soaked in clammy sweat. I have a hot sweaty head. I woke up at 00:35 am feeling hot and sick. I had to go to the toilet on and off throughout the night. My temperature wobbled, losing and gaining a degree...
