First post-chemo run

We only did 2.5 miles, but I felt every stride and bounce on the floor. I felt like I was running on clouds, floating in between each step. Invigorating. I did not think I would be able to run again this year. Aside from my husband’s company, I have my...

Best. Day. Ever. (Well since cancer)

I am on form. I am close to who I was pre-diagnosis – I’m busy – working – marking assignments – ironing bedding – cleaning out the freezer. Living the life me! I woke up shining and my day remained bright. Today I am in charge and...

I lost my cat

Today came and went – still feeling OK. It rained constantly today – the heavy thud of the drops could be heard all through the house. Quite comforting actually. I found a gap in it’s incessant work, and got to go for a short walk with my daughter....

The disease ‘dip’

“Ladies and gentleman, we bring to you tonight – live in Heidi’s crazy mind and NOT for one night only – put your hands together and give a warm welcome to the disease dip……” It’s tune starts to play as I prepare dinner...

A gift from my neighbour

If one more person tells me ‘I’ll smash it’, I will smash their f***ing face in. Cancer isn’t a game. You don’t get to take your turn on a playing field, score a rounder or a goal and go home full of admiration for your skill. Cancer is a...